I apologize...

So I started reading back through old blog posts today....and I realized that all of my posts since November have been about my foot. I'm sorry blog readers (if there are any of you left) that must have been incredibly boring for you. I promise to get better. One quick update though, and then I promise I have something else to talk about today! :)

I am now "boot-less"! Hooray! No more wearing the giant, ugly, uncomfortable boot. I can't even tell you how exciting it was today to wear matching shoes, yes I actually got to wear a left shoe again. (I missed them so much...) I still have to wear an ankle brace (dug out my one from high school volleyball days...glad I held on to it!) The doc even said that I could start swimming and biking (well sort of - I don't really count pedaling aimlessly with no resistance as riding my bike, but the doctor does). Giving myself today and tomorrow to just get used to walking without the boot, but Saturday morning I plan on getting my bike on the trainer! :)

Ok, so now for the other stuff. I got 2 new books in the mail! I'm pretty excited about getting into these. I have heard lots of good things about Born to Run from some friends and Runner's World says Once a Runner is the best novel about running. Good thing I have some plane trips coming up soon!

I won't miss them...

Tomorrow the crutches will stay at home! Hooray! Not going to lie, it is a little painful to walk, and I'm incredibly slow, but it will be nice to not have the crutches. I can carry things, get through tighter spaces, not run into things, etc... generally - far more awesome. Good timing too, lots of fun plans coming up, and crutches just would have been in the way. So I'm ready to suck it up, leave them at home, and move on to the next step of recovery! :)

A test...

This is an easy one....can you guess which leg hasn't been used for over 3 weeks??

Ups and downs....

Recovering sucks...plain and simple, and honestly, it's been wearing on me lately. I finally realized why the other day. I looked at my car and noticed my "Live your passion" sticker in the window. That's it! All of my passions have been slowly taken away from me over the last few months. First running, then CrossFit, then cycling, and recently the ability to even walk and do things for myself. (Yes, I'm having a Debbie Downer moment - deal with it for a minute, ok?)

So now that I know what the problem is, it's time to do something about it. Just because I can't participate in my passions yet doesn't mean I can't still enjoy them. I will cheer others on, and surround myself with people that enjoy the same things that I do.

So if you are a runner, cyclist or CrossFit junkie, expect me to become your biggest cheerleader over the next couple weeks! :)

Can't help but smile....

Lately I need to give myself frequent reminders to keep smiling, and I have to say that this does it every time!

Can't wait until I'm able to take her running again so we can both be this happy!

I promise I'm coming back eventually...

I know, I've been absent from the blogosphere for a while. You would think with all of the couch surfing time I've had lately that I would have found time to write, but honestly, I just don't have a lot to write about.

I had surgery on my foot last week and recovery is proving to be MUCH tougher than I had planned on. The pain and inability to do things for myself is starting to wear on me. So until I am in a happier place and can find positive things to write about, I will spare you all my whining.

Peace out homies...

Thank happy thoughts on Tuesday Dec. 22

Tuesday Dec. 22 - it's going to be a big day - surgery day. I'm not looking forward to what comes after the surgery, mainly the hobbling around on crutches and not getting to wear any of my left shoes - but I am looking forward to getting closer to being healed.

Doctor says 3 months after surgery until I can get back to high impact activity. I'm marking my calendar - March 22, I plan on going to CrossFit in the morning and then running after work. It's going to be a tough and amazingly awesome day! :)

Big news...

So about that idea of wearing the boot and avoiding surgery....well that didn't work out so well. I went in to talk to the doctor again last night, and we decided that surgery really is the best option. This is what it comes down to, even if I can get the injury to calm down now, there is about a 99% chance that it would flare up again at some point when I go back to running and CrossFit. And frankly, I don't ever want to deal with this again. No date yet, but the plan is to get it done before the holidays. There really isn't a reason to put it off, I'd rather just get it done and start the healing as soon as possible! Unfortunately that's the tough part - the healing. Surgery will be easy, but recovery....well, not so much. Probably looking at 4 weeks on crutches, no weight bearing on the foot at all. Then another 2 weeks of light weight - meaning probably looking super awesome and walking with 1 crutch. After all of that I will still have to wait another 6 weeks before I can do any sort of high impact activity. Sorry CrossFit buddies, I'm still out for another 3 months. So sad. :(

So there's the news. I apologize now if I get a little whiny while dealing with this, it's going to be tough, and I just can't wait until it's all done.

Boot season...

I know it's boot season, but this is not exactly what I had in mind....

Turns out I have an "extra bone" that detached, and is causing all sorts of issues. It's not a break, because the bone didn't separate from another bone, but it's still a problem. So it's boot time, for anywhere from 2-6 weeks. (I'm rooting for 2!) And basically all (fun) exercise is off limits, even swimming! But I'll be good, and wear the boot, if this doesn't fix it, then it's surgery time, and I definitely don't want that!

The truth comes out...

Tonight is my appointment with the podiatrist, where I will hopefully get my MRI results (finally!). I don't really know what I'm expecting, but I know that I have 2 distinct worries of what the outcome could be.

1. They tell me that my foot is totally jacked up and I need to wear a walking boot for X number of weeks. This would totally suck. First off, wearing a walking boot is annoying, plus I will be highly annoyed that they didn't put me in the stupid thing 6 weeks ago preemptively and get the stupid thing healed. (Plus I recently bought 2 pairs of cute boots and I would much rather be wearing those!)

2. They tell me that they don't see anything wrong with my foot. Well then I will be totally confused! I would like for my foot to be healed and get back to normal, but I also feel a need for some sort of validation for the pain I am feeling. I really don't think it's all in my head (I think I proved that when I tried running), and I really don't think I'm making it out to be worse than it really is to use as an excuse to be lazy. I am really not enjoying being lazy, it kind of sucks.

So, ideally, they will tell me that X is wrong, but can be healed quickly and easily by doing Y. (I know, highly unlikely, but we'll see.) So keep your fingers crossed for me! :)